Sunday, February 13, 2005 - 05:02 p.m.
I've gone back to blogging here because I absolutely have no idea what to do just when you have a kind of powerful surge of ... misery.
It's sad when you look through pages and see pictures of those people you used to hold close to your heart... they were anything and everything to you! And now, they are so far ... and yet so close. It's painful knowing that they're out there yet you've been separated; divided, because both parties were educated not to like one another anymore.
So maybe they contributed to this stagnant situation. Breeds evil.
I've just watched Minority Report. To all those who don't know the story ... it is about in the future, in 2054, there is this FBI unit called Pre-crime. Pre-crime uses 3 Pre-cogs, or like oracles, to see into the future and extract details of the crime before it is committed, and then the team goes all out to stop it. Now these Pre-cogs are actually children of drug addicts, and they are the only 3 children that survived tests and proved to have the most extraordinary talent to see into the future. Apparently, they have stopped crime for 6 years. A drug addicted woman, Anne Lively, is back to demand her child back. Her child is Agatha, the most talented of the 3 Pre-cogs. Yet the Pre-Crime unit cannot let her have her child back, including the cold truth that they stole Agatha for genetic research. Therefore a whole series of unstopped [yeah, ironic] crime is committed just to rid Anne Lively and anyone who knows of the secret [including Tom Cruise, who's a cop here.] In the end, Pre-Crime is stopped, and the 3 Pre-cogs are "released" to live the rest of their lives with their talent intact and well-used.
This led me to another thought. Could it be possible that we were one of the Pre-cogs? Extracted from where we belonged to for a series of experiments? Are we all but guinea pigs? Are they just using us for a bigger motive? When our use is proven to be "outdated", will we be just ... rid of? Will we be eventually removed to suit the larger public? The majority?
Are we...
supernatural?
It's bad that some of us can't embrace truth and reality -- but isn't it worse that some of us embrace it all too easily? Too easygoing? Isn't there any doubt or suspicion left in your mind to battle all the conflicting factors?
But then of course there's the arguement about faith. I think it's pretty extreme to be at both ends of the spectrum -- one too suspicious, the other too blindly accepting. There's a neverending arguement here, well.
It's quite tragic that Belief takes such a great weight in the values of our society.
<3333 jassy ^^
Wednesday, November 17, 2004 - 08:54 p.m.
parents are
sore losers.
especially when they don't win you.
it's delightful to inject some kind of teenage angst into my blog; if not it'd seem so unrealistic and idealistic and ronnie's granny-yodaish kind of wise and worldly blog.
i speculate on
melissa's term of Middle-Age Crisis. that's the time when they get all purse-tight, panicky, paranoid, unreasonable, selfish, overprotective, stifling... the list of synonyms go on ...
we can replace them with...
purse-tight economical,
panicky alert,
paranoid concerned,
unreasonable MATURE...,
selfish fully-evaluative-and-selects-most-feasible-option,
overprotective ...concerned again u_u ...
stifling "always want to be there for you" ... and the list of virtues go on...
THERE ARE SIMILARITIES. teenagers
bitch discuss negatively about their parents. as opposed to ah sohs and aunties gathering during PTMs and talking about "my dorter at home also liddat leh!"
and more to come, i could have said but didn't.
<3333 jassy ^^
Wednesday, November 10, 2004 - 08:20 p.m.
WELCOME TO SPIFFINESS' ONE AND ONLY .. SICK FACT OF THE DAY!
because spiffiness is greedy for weird facts.
leuˇ¤korˇ¤rheˇ¤a n.
A thick, whitish discharge from the vagina or cervical canal.
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OMGOMG I DIDN'T KNOW THERE WAS A SCIENTIFIC NAME FOR IT!
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-rrhea or
-rrhoea suff.
Flow; discharge: seborrhea.
[New Latin -rrhoea, from Greek -rrhoia, from rhoia,
a flowing, from rhein,
to flow. See sreu- in Indo-European Roots.]
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ahahahhaa this explains ...
Gonorrhea,
Leukorrhea, and
Diarrhoea! (and maybe more, but so what.)
<3333 jassy ^^
Wednesday, November 10, 2004 - 07:14 p.m.
*points to story list below* after seeing my sultry story palate i guess you know i read lots and lots of classics and regency novels and horror classics and war novels ;D ... this leads me to dissing a particular Language+Humanity subject teacher. (no prizes for guessing who, i'm not stating the name cos' my blog appears on search engines.)
Alias Fishball has dissed our reading habits since the start of time! i mean, what's the problem with me reading Anne Rice, i like goth gore and i like the living dead, i like mystery of undeads, can't she leave me alone? she blatantly told me it was trash ... and when i questioned,
Alias Fishball, have you read the book? the reply was one of
no, i haven't, but it's still trashy!
I shall give you a look of deep disbelief and impeccable astonishment. how DARE she insult my taste! even Dracula is a work of art.
secondly, she told fishie that STEPHEN KING sucked! and he's one of the greatest horror genre writer! fishay is widely REKNOWNED for her prolific taste in fiction! blam! Alias Fishball MUST be out of her hollow head!
Alias Fishball has also been most discerting when it comes to recommending books -- which teacher would, suan titles and not recommend ANY? she hasn't read Catch-22! CATCH-22 is so flawlessly ironic that Alias Fishball ought to be ashamed that she's teaching about IRONY.
Alias Fishball happens to be AF, coinciding with Animal Farm. That should give you a peek or two into her disembodied physical -- i mean, identity.
<3333 jassy ^^
Wednesday, November 10, 2004 - 07:02 p.m.
Bold those you have read before.
Italicise those you started but didn't finish.
Add 3 more of your own.
1. The Lord of the Rings, JRR Tolkien
2. Pride and Prejudice, Jane Austen
5. Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire, JK Rowling
6. To Kill a Mockingbird, Harper Lee
7. Winnie the Pooh, AA Milne
8. 1984, George Orwell
9. The Lion, the Witch and the Wardrobe, CS Lewis
11. Catch-22, Joseph Heller
12. Wuthering Heights, Emily Bronte
16. The Wind in the Willows, Kenneth Grahame
17. Great Expectations, Charles Dickens
18. Little Women, Louisa May Alcott
22. Harry Potter And The Sorcerer's Philosopher's Stone, JK Rowling
23. Harry Potter And The Chamber Of Secrets, JK Rowling
24. Harry Potter And The Prisoner Of Azkaban, JK Rowling
25. The Hobbit, JRR Tolkien
26. Tess Of The D'Urbervilles, Thomas Hardy
30. Alice's Adventures In Wonderland, Lewis Carroll
34. David Copperfield, Charles Dickens
35. Charlie And The Chocolate Factory, Roald Dahl
36. Treasure Island, Robert Louis Stevenson
41. Anne Of Green Gables, LM Montgomery
42. Watership Down, Richard Adams
46. Animal Farm, George Orwell
47. A Christmas Carol, Charles Dickens
49. Goodnight Mister Tom, Michelle Magorian
51. The Secret Garden, Frances Hodgson Burnett
56. The BFG, Roald Dahl
62. Memoirs Of A Geisha, Arthur Golden
63. A Tale Of Two Cities, Charles Dickens
66. The Magic Faraway Tree, Enid Blyton
74. Matilda, Roald Dahl
81. The Twits, Roald Dahl
87. Brave New World, Aldous Huxley
99. The Princess Diaries, Meg Cabot
104. Dracula, Bram Stoker
106. The Pickwick Papers, Charles Dickens
112. The Secret Diary Of Adrian Mole Aged 13 1/2, Sue Townsend
118. The Picture Of Dorian Gray, Oscar Wilde
122. Vanity Fair, William Makepeace Thackeray
134. George's Marvellous Medicine, Roald Dahl
144. It, Stephen King
145. James And The Giant Peach, Roald Dahl
158. Heart Of Darkness, Joseph Conrad
159. Kim, Rudyard Kipling
161. Moby Dick, Herman Melville
169. The Witches, Roald Dahl
170. Charlotte's Web, E. B. White
171. Frankenstein, Mary Shelley
173. The Old Man And The Sea, Ernest Hemingway
177. Fantastic Mr. Fox, Roald Dahl
180. The Little Prince, Antoine De Saint-Exupery
182. Oliver Twist, Charles Dickens
188. Goosebumps, R. L. Stine
189. Heidi, Johanna Spyri
194. The War Of The Worlds, H. G. Wells
199. The Very Hungry Caterpillar, Eric Carle
222. The Vampire Lestat, Anne Rice
224. The Bridge To Terabithia, Katherine Paterson
236. ALIVE!, Piers Paul Read
246. The Wonderful Story of Henry Sugar and Six More, Roald Dahl
250. A Wrinkle in Time, Madeline L'Engle
254. The Joy Luck Club, Amy Tan
255. The Great Gilly Hopkins, Katherine Paterson
261. Life Of Pi, Yann Martel
270. Mrs. Frisby And The Rats Of NIMH, Robert C. O'Brien
274. The Phantom Tollbooth, Norton Jester
302. Ender's Game, Orson Scott Card
313. The Art of War, Sun Tzu
314. The Giver, Lois Lowry
334. The Hunchback of Notre Dame, Victor Hugo
339. The Strange Case of Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde, Robert Louis Stevensen
353. The Collected Poems of William Butler Yeats
359. 5 Novels, Daniel Pinkwater
340. The Phantom of the Opera, Gaston Leroux
366. Romeo and Juliet, William Shakespeare
374. Do Androids Dream of Electric Sheep (Blade Runner), Philip K. Dick
381. Totto chan - Tetsuko Kuroyanagi
390. The Two Towers, JRR Tolkien
400. The Illustrated Man, Ray Bradbury
401. The Queen of the Damned, Anne Rice
402. Something Happened, Joseph Heller
visit my
didi's page for the full list.
<3333 jassy ^^
Wednesday, November 10, 2004 - 06:02 p.m.
i am smarting sorely from today's experience of being stood up.
i swear i will not be even remotely close to trusting the few denizens who caused me to lose my entire trust in them.
i am also inclined to stand them up and mock them whenever the chance appears.
it's not difficult to recover from wounded pride, but it's impossible to regain lost trust.
<3333 jassy ^^
Wednesday, November 10, 2004 - 09:16 a.m.
i am suffering from a severe sore throat, which happens to be symptoms of a major deadly disease.
croaking
phlegm!
pain when swallowing
the phlegm collects at the bottom of your throat making it terrible to breathe
i checked up lots of medical dictionaries, and here are my theories:
epiglottitis, caused by bacteria that infect a portion of the larynx (voice box). Suspect it when swallowing is extremely painful (causing drooling), when speech is muffled, and when breathing becomes difficult.
thyroid inflammation, because it's the thyroid that hurts ><;;
sinus (i have chronic sinus)
bacterial infection yus! after drinking vitagen -_- ... lactobaccilus thingything ...
chlamydia or gonorrhea hahahaha from oral sex (i'm getting increasingly off-track after reading wrongdiagnosis[dot]com.
strep throat inflammation of the tonsils, covered with white growth, makes swallowing difficult. may require operation to remove tonsils.i can't even SEE my tonsils...
pharyngitis similar to epiglottitis. ouch.
better get a cure soon ><;;
<3333 jassy ^^
Tuesday, November 9, 2004 - 10:03 a.m.
i think i am treating church as a passing craze. some part of me worries that i will burn in the fire of hell. then again, i don't really like church. the friendly smiles they give me in the english ward and their constant chatterings and their handshaking just disses my coldhardeasilydissed side off. you can't blame me if i sit and stare at you or outside the window and don't do a single thing because i'm SO bored.
then, in the chinese ward, i'm ME because i'm going hyper and having fun. but the downside is i don't think it's right to be in a house of holy worship.
lastly, i hate the missionaries for calling up my house every day! discussions, more discussions, it's like an evillll plot to get me baptised. i mean, there's nothing wrong with your soul being cleansed from all it's past mistakes, but mormons can't drink tea/coffee and caffeine!
and i'm supposed to read the Book of Mormon -- each page i digest i have a thousand more doubts; how am i to know that that's the truth? wasn't Jesus the last prophet? didn't the book of Revelation state that there would be no other book? and false prophets?
this comes the moment where they chorus in a loud "Have Faith."
<3333 jassy ^^
Saturday, November 6, 2004 - 12:04 a.m.
tonight was our BIIIG night! rehearsed from 8am all the way to 1:30pm, was dead busted. went with ronnie and lynette and phatphat and yangzi to coronation, loitered around, spoke to strangers, drooled at jerseys, ate chicken rice ... etc. then we split in separate ways, some went lynette's house, ronnie and i headed straight back to auditorium changing room. ronnie went for tennis, and me and anastasia just doodled in the changing room enjoying air-con hahaha.
then by 4:30 i got bored and put on the Freaks lipstick. bared my fangs at anyone and ... whooosh suddenly half our class piled in, and the official make-up session began. everyone got caked with fair foundation powder, bruising purple mascara, thick black eyeliner and the Freaks lipstick.
eeks i tell you i was very very very nervous. strangely because i am not scared of the audience, but the darkness before the performance actually began. a preview of our english poetry recital makeup (the goth-ghoul one)
well the english play passed quite eventfully, smooth, although it was really rather angst, yeah. so right afterwards it was chinese ... ouch. but here's the starlights in the changing room!
the CHINESE speech made me really VERY nervous. i thought i could hear the blood pumping in my ear. i forgot lots of my lines, but THANK YOU BRENDA for saying my lines for me, apparently i forgot again ... i bumped into ronnie's family, mandy's family ... and ...oops, Mrs. Lim (gep hod)'s family. o_____O
i sulk sulk sulk! i didn't get flowers!!! but i got corn and sweets and yoghurt though. sulksulk i wanted flowers! next year i am SO going to buy my own flowers for myself ... hehehe
choral night ended officially on 10pm, 5th November 2004, with curtains closing with a high note ;) thanks to 201, but personally i really liked 111's chinese performance (youth123). i <3ed charissa! she was loud and yangzi was so convincingly angsty/malicious. awww.
let's do a better job next year! ;D
<3333 jassy ^^
Thursday, November 4, 2004 - 10:23 p.m.
an excerpt from a fanfic that made my heart ache for Ginny.
But do you know what I've found doesn't pass? Love. It fades; it changes, flows and ebbs. It knocks you on your arse, rips out your heart, makes you bleed, and compels you to come back for more, but it doesn't pass. Not with time, not with distraction, and certainly not because someone has hurt you more than you can bear. Love, real love, digs in and hangs on long after you wish to be finished with it. And it hurts, God, how it hurts.
But the flip of it is, locked inside my heart lays the memory of something special and precious. I remember what it felt like to be loved. Not fancied, or the object of someone's passing obsession, but loved with someone's whole heart. Maybe it's not a happy ending, but that's the point: It's not an ending at all. Some things are just too great, too much to ever end. And I'm left with a sense of hope, and I really can't ask for more than that, not in times like these.
So someday when I'm old and frumpy (God willing, we'll all make it to old), a dozen grandchildren running around, I'll have my memories of Hogwarts. I'll have Harry Potter with his scar and his easy grin, kissing the backs of Hermione's fingers every single time they part ways in the halls (a ritual, she confided in me once, he performs to ensure she'll come back to him). I'll have Ron, Fred, and George plotting to pull one over on Percy because our older brother is so insufferable that they just can't help themselves. I'll have Charlie's dragon stories and Bill's comforting hugs, Hermione's good advice and Professor McGonagall's understanding.
I'll have Snape, glaring at Ron and Harry in exactly the same way, yet willingly put his life on the line for both of them. I'll have Hagrid's gentle sweetness and Professor Dumbledore's unending patience and sage wisdom. I'll have that little tingle I got the first time I saw Harry and the sharp, fleeting pain when I realized he would never be mine. I'll have Ezra smoking her cigarettes, bemoaning her cruel fate, gossiping about boys and Kyle trying to find that perfect mauve charcoal for the sunset. I'll have Fred and George pulling on my hair and Ron ready and willing to fight for my honor.
And in the darkest, quietest place in my heart, I'll have Draco Malfoy.
I'll have his smirk, or better yet, his smile that no one else got to see. I'll have the long, pale scar over his ribs and the way he touched me the first time I didn't have to let him. The things I remember best (though not always the best of him) will have permanent residence in my soul and in the years to come, I'm sure I'll even remember his defensive cruelty with some fondness. It was a part of him, after all, just as his closed-off heart and battered pride and arrogant demeanor were a part of him, and I do miss him so very, very much.
I'll wonder where he is, and if he's allowed himself to be happy. I'll hope he remembers our secret winter together as clearly as I do, that he treasures it as I do. For a moment, I'll long for him so much that my chest literally aches with it. And then I'll take a breath until the ache passes, as old aches always do, and tuck him back into my heart where he belongs, where he'll fade and change, grow and ebb, but never, never pass away.
And maybe, one day, I'll learn to hope out loud.
tell me i'm an insufferable romantic.
<3333 jassy ^^
Tuesday, November 2, 2004 - 11:41 a.m.
a sugary sweet tribute to one12twelve.
if our class was a bowl of sweets waiting to be distributed during Halloween... then ...
mandy: a chocolate! because she's hot and well. everybody's favourite!
chien lue: the Mystery Flavour of Hi-chews; unpredictable and exciting :D
chermaine: icing sugar /sugar lumps to go with coffee or toffee
felicia: a Fisherman's Friend mildly sweet, doesn't mean she's not ;) and refreshing
zhengy: a caramel sweet and tangy but evil and fattening ;D
ophe: a Purple Monster Sweet because phatphat is gaycraze and colors your PINK tongue PURPLE!
eugenia: a Warhead, sourishly sweet (and eugenia somehow reminds me of warhead's weird souredout mascot)
me: a Skittles, they come in call colors of a vibrant rainbow and well. i <3 throwing them into the air and catchin' em
jocelyn: them Root Beer candy because she's hot and fizzy with anger and excitement
anastasia: a piece of Chewing Gum, chewy and chewable ;)
ariel: a Softball Supergum (the one shao brought to school), damn hard to chew but makes great bubbles
ronniedarling: a tic-tac varies in flavours from lime mint to strong mint :D
fishie: a Jellybean, bouncy and hip and 1337!
melissa: a Ginseng Sweet; bitter and mildly sweet
pomelody: a Milk Rabbit Sweet -- kiddy and distinctly, familiarly sweet
mishellee: Cherry Chocolate Truffle, so sweet the sugar lingers annoyingly in your mouth
poh: Lemon Sherbet ... "sweet" outside and sour lemon fizzy inside
sala: GUMMYWORM, insatiably stupid yet everyone wants some xD
bwenddaaa! Ricola Cough Drops. sedative to boucing beans and well, she offered me one before :)
lynette <3 Strong Mint Halls. poseur xD and hot and cold at the same time
josephine! Mentos sweet and lovely and well-rounded -- no sugar bowl would be complete without <3
huishee: toffee sweet and sticky and attracts sugar lumps
nicolette: the Mint Sweets with Chocolate Inside minty and luxurious inside :D sweeeeet!
gloria ^^; Coffee Sweets original and unforgettable and goes so well with sugarlumps ;)
deb :) Sour Belts, stretchy, sweet and wackily sour at the same time ... teases tastebuds too ;)
elizabeth: Polo Mint ... nuts with a hole in the middle xD
bethaneenee M&Ms small yet wholesome hahahaha
and the sweets are ready to be distributed to little kids ... and they won't stay the same in the sugar bowl again.
<3333 jassy ^^
Monday, November 1, 2004 - 11:55 p.m.
there's a tuneless melody in the air, as if a gramophone's been set on with a cracked record spinning.
my aunt's moved over to my house for a couple of days, she's been driven out with sheer aggression by my uncle (her brother).
one of the world's greatest pain, is probably loneliness. to be in an enclosed place, to be isolated, ostracised,left with only your own thoughts haunting yourself ... that's pain.
the pain of rejection. rejected by all those around you, deceived by what you thought they did -- love you. and you can only seek refuge with others, and
no one will be there for you when you die.
nobody to cry for you on your wake.
rejection truly holds the greatest sting.
<3333 jassy ^^
Sunday, October 31, 2004 - 06:58 p.m.
i am writing this entry in a deeply annoyed, embittered, cynical fashion.
today, after lunch, my mom, me, and my aunt, went to the supermarket to buy some random edibles.
being ME, the Alias Junkie, i dodged crowds and evaded trolleys, and got two Ritz Cheese Sandwich Crackers. and to my utmost horror (and amazement), my aunt (being the health conscious freak), dragged my poor YO MOMMA to the Organic Food section.
i desperately need a bucket.
my aunt LOVES organic food! i shuddered in disgust. can you believe it, a packet of ORGANIC RED LENTILS selling for 300% of original market price, just for adding the label of ... ORGANIC on?!??! 200% of original price of a measly little word!
i am not done yet -- she practically SQUEALED at the cookies ... $2 a packet, about the size of your palm, and ...HORROR! it graphically described the contents of the packet -- SUGAR FREE! my aunt purchased 2 packets on the spot.
i ABSOLUTELY do not comprehend why people pay more for less content -- it doesn't balance out, anyway.
so similar to people paying the same price for less content glares at Singapore Board of Censorship... i pay the same for a movie ticket and i get snipped films. HAH.
<3333 jassy ^^
Saturday, October 30, 2004 - 09:35 p.m.
 | You preferred Bush's statements 67% of the time You preferred Kerry's statements 33% of the time Voting purely on the issues you should vote BushWho would you vote for if you voted on the issues? Find out now! |
<3333 jassy ^^
Thursday, October 28, 2004 - 10:18 p.m.
time started? 21:29
full name? jasmine tan sing yee
nickname(s)? jass, jassy, jassmine, jelly
birthday? 3rd may 91
where were you born? singapore
zodiac? sign goat
height? 164cm
hair color? darkdarkdarkbrown
eye color? black
shoe size? 5 or 6
ring size? dunno
skin type (freckles, tan, albino, etc.)? ...sensitive?
blood type? A+
grade? 7 or 8
GPA? 3.83 (B3)
siblings? one sister.
tattoos? none. unless permanent marker ones count.
piercings? ears
hobbies? dreaming.
favorite
color? all colours rock. the combination matters most though.
food? ...cheese? NOODLES!
candy? milk candy =D
type of cheese? cheddar, <3 all cheese! parmesan + mozarella - ickybluemouldycheese.
pizza topping? pepperoni AND cheese
salad dressing? jasmine deary HATES salad WITH dressing.
sandwich? cheese. smoked salmon. peanut butter. ham+cheese. though not all at once
cereal? ...OREO Os!
fruit? ...WATERMELON!
vegetable? i pwnZ all da vegg.
berry? raspberry. pbbbfffttt.
cake? cheesecake <3
book? ...ooh The Picture of Dorian Gray <3 and Catch-22
movie? MOULIN ROUGE! Catch Me if You Can, LOVEactually, Legally Blonde...
magazine? magazines are eeffill. they extert an unconscious negative gossipy influence over readers.
newspaper? straits times life!
tv show? ...simpsons? anything actually
website? http://spiffiness.pitas.com hehe
radio station? perfect 10, 98.7 fm
font? tahoma, 10px or 12 px, 7.5pt or 8pt
cartoon character? Jason from Foxtrot and Opal+Earl from Pickles
artist (painter)? John William Waterhouse.
actor? EWAN MCGREGOR!
actress? NICOLE KIDMAN!
cd? DVD.
song? anyfing.
music? group anyfing.
music type? pop. retro grooooves.
day of the week? saturday!
month? july!
season? fall <3
holiday? december
shampoo? GREEN TEA
conditioner? don't use it.
number? 12, 54, 9, 1, 0, 6, 3, 5,
phrase? thank you!!!
store? TOM&STEFANIE's
weather? blisteringly hot
restaurant? none in particular.
channel? ...U.
teacher? none. effill people.
weekend activity? sleeping. dreaming. zzZz
hangout? king albert park
house color? marble-beige.
sport to watch? soccer.
sport to play? judo!
animal? cat!
flower? jasmine c(: just kidding. sunflower
guy's name? dallas/christopher/wayne
girl's name? laia/megan/lindsay/shannen
board game? none in particular ... chess?
party game? DUNK the BOOZE!
story from childhood? don't like to recall unhappy fings.
body part? ...hands? weird obsession with them
have you ever
been on a train? yes
been on a plane? yes
been in a car accident? no
caused a car accident? yes.
run into a wall? YES
burned a potato chip? no
almost burned the house down? no
smoked? SMOKERS ARE THE BANE OF MODERN WORLD.
been drunk? no
been high? no
broken the law? yes
burned a cd? (if yes, the one above is yes) NEVER! may forcefully break them tho
kissed someone of the opposite sex? yes
kissed someone of the same sex? yes
frenched an animal? my pillow is an animal... right?
made out? pillow.
had cyber sex? pillow knows how to use MSN!
gotten engaged? no
had an online relationship? pillow (:
been rejected by a crush? no
loved? yes
made yourself cry to get out of trouble? *is a free-flow tap*
cried in public? yes
cried over a movie? YES
fallen asleep in a movie theater? yes when i was a kid
given someone a bathv yes
been to a boarding school? no
been home-schooled? no
lost a valuable item? YES ;_;
bungee jumped? no ):
skied? no ...
met the president? nah ):
met a celebrity? no
gotten a cavity? no
shopped at abercrombie & fitch? no
made a prank call? YES. mister teo wee toon.
skipped school? yes
faked sick to get out of school? no. since primary 1 i never got out of school because i was sick.
purchased something that you knew didn't fit? never...
climbed a tree? yes
fallen from a tree? YES
broken a bone? no
sprained anything? yes ):
passed out? last year in bus number 171
made yourself pass out? no
been to disney world? which?
been to a theme park (not disney)? yes!
said i love you and meant it (not to a relative)? YES!
made a model volcano (working model)? no ):
made a clover leaf with your tongue? can't ... HEYTELLMEHOW!
past
what did you do yesterday? can't remember. dream?
memory you miss the most? don't know
memory you want to forget? don't WANT to know
something you regretted after it was done? everything.
the last
song you heard? Avril Lavigne -- My Happy Ending
cd you bought? CD-R
thing you said? "yes. and so?"
time you cried today? eating wasabi peas
movie seen in a theater? Le Papillon
thing you ate? instant noodles
person who called? cheronniebaby
nail polish shade worn? black. pen ink
time you showered? just now
person who complimented you? can'tremember.
at this moment
what are you listening to Avril Lavigne -- My Happy Ending
what are you wearing? white shirt, raffles PE shorts
what are you thinking? heck.
what are you scared of most? cockroaches. *SHRIEKS at the ruptured word*
how many people are on your buddy list? 300+++
future
occupation? creativedirector?
marriage site? venice/rome/paris
honeymoon? ditto
place to live? somewhere where dreams come true
kids 3 :D
car? station wagons look nice.
what are you doing tomorrow? report book day :/
do you think george bush will be reelected? no... people get disillusioned
will there be a wwIII? yes ;_;
will politics ever be truthful? never.
will humanity snuff itself out? yes
can the gov. be changed? no
friends
best friend? ...fishie!
funniest? mandy
silliest? STUPID SARAH!
loudest? ...uh. me?
quietest? ...sylvia.
craziest? cheronniebaby
calmest? brenda
skinniest? LIZA!
best secret keeper? fishie
worst secret keeper? me'self.
the one you have but don't want? ...poo.
smartest? brilliance? chien lue
preppiest? ariel and jocelyn tie for this XD .. ditto huishi
peppiest? fishie!
most hyper? fishie!
hottest? va-va-voom. whoo. jocelyn.
weirdest? uh ... ... ZHOU SI CHENG. gives me da creeps.
biggest pervert? well ... dunno, elizabeth?
most annyoing? STUPID SARAH
shyest? ...sylvia/melody... POMELO HAS HOT LEGS AND HOTBOD!
most religious? titus ting?
do you believe in
heaven? yes
hell? no
angels? yes!
devil? Satan? no. Devils? Yes.
God? YES.
buddha? spiritually? no. physically? yes -- buddhabelly/boobs
aliens? no
ghosts? yes
spirit (soul)? YES.
soulmates? YES!!!!
reincarnation? no.
love at first sight? YES!
karma? yes
love in general? YEEEEEEEEESSSSS
luck? it explains the inexplicable.
yourself? i hhhhope.
crush
who and when was your first crush? *****.
any now? no
a celebrity crush? EWAN MCGREGOR!
who do you want to be with right now? fishie
whos number do you want? anyone's :)
who do you want to kiss? cheronne
what is something you dont understand about the opposite sex? WHY DO THEY PLAY MAGIC CARDS?!
if you could go on a date with anybody, who would it be? no candidates ):
on scale of one to ten, how romantic are you? 10TEN10ten!
first thing noticed about the opposite sex? smile. (:
what do you look for personality-wise? niceness. we can dream together
biggest turn on? niceness, thoughtfulness, selflessness (:
biggest turn off? ignorance, competitiveness, showoffness, and sulky-expressions
something thay weat that turns you on? ...uniform? lol
something they wear that turns you off? clothes with a purpose to show off.
the most romantic thing you want to happen to you? stare at each other and smile
the most romantic thing that has happened to you? pouncehug!
what do you wear on a coffee date? blouse and shorts
is it right to flirt if you're taken? NO.
is cyber cheating? YES.
are eyes the passegeway to the soul? yes <3
who would you like to take to the prom? ...no one yet ):
do you want to hug somebody right now? yes... pillow!
do you know what an aphrodisiac is? whee! oysters are good! and jasmine is an aphrodisiac too ;)
describe
mellow? fading ... nostalgia ... maturing ... orange-yellow dusk, twilight
melancholy? funeral.
the perfect date? someone FUN!
the perfect mate? someone who's soft and quiet and we can be happy together
how m&m's are made? same way smarties are. but they print an M. and peanutbutterones RAWK!
why manhole covers are round? larger surface area for the same diameter as compared to squares
one or the other
coke/pepsi? vanila coca-cola
sprite/7-up? 7up
boxers/briefs? briefs for boys, boxers for girls
gold/silver? silver
vanilla/chocolate? vanilla. <3 raspberry and strawberry and lime
flowers/candy? flowers AND candy.
book/magazine? book
tv/radio? ...radio?
glass half empty/half full? whichever way it's still a glass.
democrat/republican? don't mess with US politics :/
colored pencils/markers? markers. more definite color
coffee/tea? tea
sun/moon? sun
day/night? day
hot/cold? hot
dog/cat? cat
button/zipper? button
cotton/feather pillow? feather pillow!!!!!1
blue/purple? blue
plumber/trashman? trashman. unsung hero
jeans/shorts? shorts
long distance relationship/none? long distance relationship.
<3333 jassy ^^
Wednesday, October 27, 2004 - 10:14 p.m.
dear diary,
today, i have witnessed one of the most repulsive side of me when i get irritated. i absolutely CANNOT stand people with disgusting, sulky, petty, nasty, selfish, screwed expressions when their whole face morphs into something entirely repugnant. not only do they look ugly physically, it features and portrays them in a negative light -- dampening other's spirits by giving a sour face as if everyone caused their mistake and troubles.
and today, i witnessed the typical few people in class who have that expressions -- well, there were usually 4, but today it was specifically ********* who had that utterly horrid face plastered on.
it totally blasted me off my rocker. i had an urge to just rip her face into shreds and slap her to bits. i don't know how these primal instincts get shaken up in me, but i know i abhor these emotions when i recognise them. it makes you look like a dog kicked in the face. ARGH. STOP PITYING YOURSELF AND BLAMING THE WORLD!
i guess it partially explains my soberly nasty mood for the day. i was kind of sharp at replying people. i'm very, very, sincerely sorry. i apologise. i'm at fault. *screams inside* but it's these shitass people who pass the negative feelings by looking like shits! sigh. too bad. ugly people (inside and outside) will be like that.
shit, just when i said i'd try to stop being so sharp and mean. it's usually ******** and ********* who have it. no prizes for guessing who.
i'm sure the people are aware of who they are. and good riddance.
another thing:
i got my letter today, i am under Academic Review! no, i don't need comforting or shoulders or pleas to not resort to suicide.
the gorilla closely resembles the screwed up little shit who was sulking today.
see how ugly it is?! i told you, now, didn't i.
<3333 jassy ^^
Monday, October 25, 2004 - 10:05 p.m.
well. for a fad, i decided to survey the people on my greatly-reduced contact list (about 30something, compared to last time's 300 over). here's a testimony about what i am to them -- sometimes surveys about yourselves are just darn interesting. not only do you see what people THINK about you, you also see how others think (:
since i am a lazy BUM i shall just cut+paste -- no that means i'm just honest. hehhehehe. no this isnt all of my pathetic contact list, but the people who bothered to reply ((glareee))
mandy! wh00 i think you're a very close friend. you have violent mood swings and is a little bit inconsiderate sometimes but only sometimes. and very easygoing and happy all the time. surreal, doesn't give a damn about the realistic things in life. (comments from jass -- :/ )
terence ... you are a person who always get your way. one sentence. is that enough?
jawsherlyn<3 well you're cute and funny and SOMETIMES REALLY ANNOYINGLY STUBBORN but mostly nice and i loveya <3 (comments -- I am ego. man i like this! ahahhahaha)
athena. heh nuff said jasmine is a perverted yet artistically talented girl who never fails to make others lives miserable. she is a joy to leave. (comments -- DIE, TINKA, DIEEE! okay just kidding. heh.)
titus The first thing you notice about jasmine is that she is extremely chatty and sociable.She can talk about practically anything under the sun, and to almost anybody(who is willing to listen). Very friendly personality, a people kind of person. (comments -- this sounds like what teachers try to be nice about during teacher-parent dialogue.)
cheronniebaby Jasmine. Of course its hard to quantify any single person in words. Jasmine is like a priceless diamond. A bright pink saphire with many faucets. Each side will light up the diamond in a different way. Stand from across the room and you'll see this jewel in a new light.
conclusion: Perfect accesory for every girl. (comments -- is this irony/sarcasm?!)
val!!! I think you're super wacky. (comments -- Sniffle.)
l0z0 hehe Jasmine can be nice or evil but unfortunately, it depends on who you are. Jasmine is supremely gross and derives pleasure from torturing others. Jasmine is either very happy or very depressed (or something like that). She is an extreme person. Jasmine is a good friend. Jasmine does not care about what you think because she is still going to call you at 0100 in the morning WHETHER YOU LIKE IT OR NOT! Okay file that under inconsiderate. XD Jasmine is .. wacky? Jasmine makes me feel like a normal person. Snort. (comments -- liza calls me gross because i once experimented swallowing a LONGGG noodle to see how it'd look like when it was digested ... and after a loooong time i pulled it out. too bad i was plain stupid, i didnt realise my esophagus stretched THAAAAT far.)
faith leong (judoteammate) ah. an amazing girl. who trains hard and tries her best. excels in english, makes alot of sense and is knowledgeable? (comments -- good to know someone who doesn't think i'm mad. glare.)
sufiebarfiedear well actually... i HAVE NO IDEA. honestly... i think you're a person who's afraid to make the first step. that's the bad stuff. good stuff is that you're optomistic. and you seem to know about life o_O;
<3333 jassy ^^
